and I also need to write a book at some point entitled, "Why I Hate My life." Because I realize that the days I hate my life are the days when I'm not productive with my time and resources. The days I know I'm meant to be on my A-game and I'm sleeping in.

This is not who I want to be - so I'm gonna change.

ps. 'hate' is a strong word... it's more like, "Why I'm frustrated with (some of) my life." :)

CHANGE is the key word!