I think that many people give up on their God breathed dreams because they don't understand many of the laws of leadership development. Most things - DEFINITELY HISTORY MAKING MINISTRIES - take time, effort, consistency, creativity, and a whole lot more DEVELOPMENT to come to the place God is telling you and putting in your heart! Don't give up!
Stay pure - stay humble - stay obedient - keep repenting - and stay focused!
You'll get there!
I'm sitting here right now after a youth min. night watching my 6 of my main youth cell leaders lead their groups. I see them developing. Their personalities are emerging. It's happening!
Keep going! It's developing - it's happening!