Don't mean to be redundant, but this is the best kept secret of the enemy of our soul: "Just stop her and we win!" the leader demon will say to his subordinates.
That's his main objective. Stop your passion. Stop your pursuit of God. Stop you from going for it. Just hinder, confuse, attack (in any way) - anything to get you to stop using the stuff inside of you to reach people.
YO - KEEP GOING!!!